If a day you don't know where to go
If a day you lost in the crowd
If a day you feel like a loser
All bad feelings come back. These things are directly consequences of my silly decision. After 2 years graduating from university, Iam still on a mess I have made. No job, no love, no home. badly, I become a liar. I can tell my parent the truth that Iam unemployed again. They gonna be upset about their beloved daughter certainly.  Iam afraid If I have to come back hometown to have a stable life as usual.  I have to be wake up at once!!!
"I messed up tonight
I lost another fight
I still mess up but I'll just start again
I keep falling down
I keep on hitting the ground
I always get up now to see what's next
Birds don't just fly
They fall down and get up
Nobody learns without getting it won"