I'm just not feeling myself recently
I doubted my values, my belief and myself
I neither feel peace, nor find peace in my innerself.

I'm in a place there is no noise, but the silent is loud as fuck
I'm interfere no trouble, but my life have never been easy
I'm easily lose myself, and lose my temper.
I cry more, and smile less
I burden myself with smirks and silence, pretending to be a listerner
But my heart is screaming, sreaming at it best, to be heard
And I guess, no one even cares :/
I'm hopeless, am I?