Today is 24.11.2020
It has been a long time since i last talked to you. How are you right now? Do u still spend a little room of your heart remembering about my existance? Do you have any feeling for me at all?

Ever since i got into college, i have been fucking lazy.  I am losing myself. No pain, no gain. I have never thought that i will lose my self like this. I did not have feeling for that boy and all i need at the time is someone i can go and gang out it. He is definitly a wrong person. i did not have any feeling. serious feeling. it is just not my world.
i belong to another place where having you
again, i still miss you. 
i am listening the old songs that i still listen when being with you.
it is so nostalgic. 
i will work harder to get into that place.
trust me!