Between now and then, I prefer then
Between me and someone else, I prefer them
Between the freedom and being trapped, I like to be trapped in freedom
Between money and hobby, I use the money to buy hobbies
Between here and then, I prefer where?
Ask me an alarm, then I must stop daydreaming
Being not okay, is it safe to say so?
Being a failure, am I worth to live then?
Coming back to zero, who would give me a hand?
Having nothing but sorrows, anyone feels the same?
Between hope and depression, neither of them is mine
Being stuck in my nut, please not break it too loudly
Ask myself a question, do I really wanna move?
Nope, I'm (still) not ready yet.
Living my own life within someone’s rules
Is it safe to do so?
Is it safe to do so?
Is it safe to do so?
Is it safe to do so?
Is it safe to say so?... (out loud)
February 2, 2020
Sweaty night, 33oC
3rd showering
22:10