Beer, food, binge watching cartoon series make you see something that you wouldn't see normally. Its the beauty in normal life to life. Beer, drug, cig, we all told that these make are the "poison" in life, we get criticize about using it. Its normal to sometime take these "poison" into your life, when life slap you like it dirtiest hoe, people stomp on you daily with unnecessary negative opinion. Is fine to give out opinion to improve but sometime people don't know how they phrase it into a more supportive words. Getting called being "too sensitive", "insecure" holding us down, well don't. Knowing what need to be improve and an insult is really confusing, doubt and your insecure kick in. Is okay, it just you being a human being, to feel things, and sometime is it normal to consume some of the "poison", it help you to cope with stress, with being overwhelm with reality.
Just remember, don't abuse it too much, you gotta improve at some point. Its okay to have mistake, we are not perfect, if we do, we are not human at that point, might as well being an alien on perfect planet. With mistake and insecure it what make you human, beautiful as a human, so don't be too worry about your mistake, don't be ashamed of using "poison". Embrace the mistakes, fixing things as your own pace. Remember that everyone is on the same journey as you do, you are not alone on this journey of "Reality".
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