Headache, wanting to give up but can't, feeling stuck, nowhere is safe. Everything and everyone turn into a threat, losing temper is one way to end.
Can't do anything to release this feeling. Deep breath, stretching, watching random cute thing, none of them work. Don't want to depend on pills or cigarettes. I can't stay yet I can't leave, such a predicament. They said why are you here, and keep on going at the same time, confusion set in. Can't trust no one, everywhere even the place I thought it would be safe.
On one hand they say they want to help, on the other they say I'm crazy and addicted. I'm lost, there is no light at the end of the road, with no guide and aimlessly.
Stuck in the place I once called "home", talentless and being too "straight as an arrow" to be sneaky, basically trapped. Please someone, I don't need a rescue, just need to be heard and somehow understand the words of the thought. Just a small talk, if you feel what I feel, you aren't alone. I hope the best luck to you my dearies.