I'm in bed, lying beside me is a very human-shaped loneliness. And frankly, I don't know how to get rid of it.
I can't seem to remember how it got there or why am I even here, although the heavy scent of liquor blocking my sense might just be the answer.
The human-shaped loneliness got up, said hello to me, then it went to the bathroom, the sound of splashing water, the thumping of it's footsteps, the smell of cologne that hurts my head, make me oddly aware of it's presence.
Uncertain, and unaware, I get up, and reach for the door of my room.
"Are you going to work?" - It asked. And I nodded my head.
It clings onto me, as I proceeds to walk out, and followed me to work.
It never said a word after that, but it stuck by my side, no interaction, no communication, it was, there. Then my lunch, my afternoon hang out with friends, the silence - a suffocating presence.
My friends was getting annoyed, and at the end of the day, they've had enough, they tell me to get rid of it, and I listened, but do I know how to get rid of it?
I don't? but I can? I just need to tell it to leave, right?
So I turnt to the human-shaped loneliness, and calmly ask it to leave.
"You wouldn't like that" - it said to me.
So I'm in my bed, next to me is a human-shaped loneliness and I close my eyes, falling asleep in it's arm, because I'm not yet to get rid of it.