Hi guys , this is my very first post since i used this platform. Personally i think this platform is such a great playground for everyone to express themself in a way they have never done before. And probably the same thing also apply to me :))). Back to the purpose of this post, i wrote this just because of i have noticed a big transformation both internally and externally. I presume this can might or might not relate to you , but i hope i'm not the only one who feel this.

1. My mind has changed drastically ... in a kinda pessimistic way

Okay first of all , having stayed at home since the first outbreak in 27/4-1/5 , ( honestly , i dont have the heck idea why a new wave of COVID splash onto VietNam so surprisingly ? ) , till now it has been 3 months without social interaction, not hanging out with friends , not having post-18 experience , my mind just drive nuts. I have just finished the THPTQG examination and started preparing myself for the new life in RMIT. Knowing in advance that this summer will be the most important time for me to improve all of my skills needed for the Univesity, plus that RMIT has real difficult studying journey , but suddenly the whole things collapsed due to the Diretive 16 :))).

1 week , then 2 , 3 and now we almost pass August , the situation haven't been improved. All of my plan now has gone to oblivion, which mean that everything i postpone in my 12 grade now have been delayed or ceased until the next phase :((. Every night i just cant sleep at all , just lying on the bed , hands up on my forehead and keep thinking about the future. What it gonna be like when i enter college , will it be that hard ? Could i adapt ? If the situation doesn't get better , probably the first day in RMIT will be online, and i detest it the most among all things in life :))))

2. My outlook

Before the outbreak , i am an active kind of person , can not hold myself at just one place :))). But since we on all of this , i became so freaking lazy , even doesn't exercise like i'm used to. I think this happen only because of my mental breakdown , it affect someway. I stayed up late more than i usually do, more exposure to the electronic devices , lie more ( nằm nha , khum phải nói dối ) , my mom even told me that i look a bit older , and get mad anytime. By the time has gone , i haven't done anything worth, i'm still seeking the answer for all of this. If you read to this , can you share to me what things you do during this time ?